So, we are on the verge of autumn, and we have to sadly say goodbye to the summer we never really had. There is something about the change from season to season that gets my mind racing and makes me remember things; some make me smile and some nasty memories make me shed tears and make me hurt in a way I can only begin to describe. I suppose moving back to the city where so much stuff happened doesn't help! But I want to be back here, in our new lovely house with my best friend, cats and all my beautiful friends. And having the most sociable house in Exeter is an amazing feeling!
My dreams at the moment are crazy freaky. A single reflection of the state of my overloaded mind I suppose. Like I said, it's not all bad things, just a variety of things. But sometimes its hard not to think of things. And when you are reminded of some major things in your life that were utterly horrific, of course it's going to affect you.
Sleep for me arrives in either long or short as well. I either sleep for 14 hours or sleep for a few.
But hey, things are changing for the better and I have lots of amazing things to look forward to. So it's good the seasons are changing, as finally for me, it's a good happy change! :-)
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