Well, this is the first post I have written in a while, I suppose I havent had the time; an excuse I know isn't valid as I should make the time. The leaves have mostly fallen from the trees, the nights are becoming longer, the cold is setting in, and winters frosty fingers are slowly laying an icy grip on the world. Autumn is becoming winter.
But sadly this is not the reason I am writing this post. I am writing this post for a memory, a celebration and a sad farewell. I wrote a post a month ago when I found out the sad news a very lovely lady I have known for quite some time was suffering from terminal lung cancer. They said nothing could be done for her due to the severity of it, and they could only do all they could to keep her comfortable.
But sadly today, I received the news that she had passed away yesterday, surrounded by her family. I had a text message telling me this, as my friend couldn't face to talk to me as she knew the tears would be too much to talk though. I felt numb when I read it as I didn't think she would pass so quickly, and the news was so sudden I couldn't take it in. It didn't sink in and hasn't yet really, as I dont want to accept it I suppose.
I am writing this as I sit alone in my bed, with only my thoughts to keep me company through the night, and felt I had to express some feeling or emotion. As I know, when it does sink in, and it does hit me, a waterfall of tears and emotion will start and I know I wont be able to stop.
But until that happens, I want to say rest in sweet peace Jayne, the pain will be no more as you finally lay your eyes to rest. Your memory will live on and you will never be forgotten.
Sleep well xx
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